A habit that I wish I didn’t have

You may not believe it ..........

But I am a veeeeery angry person....

Always (Read as Mostly) unsatisfied with myself n associates.

I don't spill my anger on friends .....

But my family usually feels the heat ....

I don't like it .. I hav tried to get rid of it ....

But may b honest effort is lacking ...

May b I have taken them for granted ...

Just bcoz ..They are MINE ...Ever ... Forever !!!

The other reason cud b .. dat I dream a lot..

Thats why a close friend rightly reminded me :
"U n ur thots of future! Don't dream too much abt future! It wud b dissapointing if u dont hav dem d way u wishd to!"

These are Golden words to me .... I hav read abt them in Gita!!

But there goes the saying .."Dream Big ...if u wanna achive something big" !!

N here lies me .... CONFUSED !!