A habit that I wish I didn’t have

You may not believe it ..........

But I am a veeeeery angry person....

Always (Read as Mostly) unsatisfied with myself n associates.

I don't spill my anger on friends .....

But my family usually feels the heat ....

I don't like it .. I hav tried to get rid of it ....

But may b honest effort is lacking ...

May b I have taken them for granted ...

Just bcoz ..They are MINE ...Ever ... Forever !!!

The other reason cud b .. dat I dream a lot..

Thats why a close friend rightly reminded me :
"U n ur thots of future! Don't dream too much abt future! It wud b dissapointing if u dont hav dem d way u wishd to!"

These are Golden words to me .... I hav read abt them in Gita!!

But there goes the saying .."Dream Big ...if u wanna achive something big" !!

N here lies me .... CONFUSED !!

To the Limt

For years ... things have been happening ... n I have been a silent learner. A silent listener. A slow doer .... N a bold speaker .... who speaks out everything frankly and clearly.

One thing that I learnt : Its no use being bold; I need to learn to be tactic. Well .. this is a thing U need to learn from gals!! Boyz can never outbeat them in dat !! (This is without any exception).

That makes life tough as .... U cant pause it in the transformation process ... Nor r u allowed to take a looong break!

Sooo I will stretch myself TO THE LIMIT ...

Heeeha .... this has to b a slow n gradual process .... after all .... what really matters is Ur happiness !!

Njoy Ur life ... however it iz ...N if u can't ...then .. .. "Share it with me" !

P.S: Picnic iznt cancelled ..it may still b possible
(After al I hav put in the thing I value most in life : i.e. TIME )