A New Year ...... A New Beginning !!

Wish you all ........... A very Happy New Year 2011 ... and more ......

Its a new year ........... New Beginning .........

And I have started with my Resolutions to ...........

Go Deep into Life and deeper into Science ..............


To shine like a star ........... to b outstanding (not to stand out !!)

To Aim for the Sky ....( Grades and Publications and a Secure future ) ....


To take friends along ..... the road of life ..........


To Stay Happy and spread Happiness .......... (as I do always !!)


In short ..... to do all I can to make my life and that of my associates ...........

Truly .... truly ...... HAPPY !!

Enjoy Life .... Its all about You !!

7th Sem ..........

It came ...... n it went .............. leaving behind sweet memories of its existence.......... Twas The Best Semester I had so faaaar !!
SGPA of 9.7 !! I had only aimed for it ... never expected it !! Expectations give pain ......... so does love !! So I decided to ........... STAY HAPPY !!!

Coz smile on my face ...brings smile in others' :-)

A conversation

That day I met a friend …. Who was very depressed … n frustrated with life. Here iz our conversation:



Friend: “Its my life, I sud decide whats ra8 n whats wrong for me. Then why do people try to teach what to do n what not to??”

Me: “U r sure what u do is ra8 ?”

Friend: “Yes, why not ?”

Me: “How do you decide whether its ra8 or wrong ?”

Friend: “ Look I don’t have the time to think whats ra8 n whats wrong. Whatever my heart sez …… I do it”

Me: “N ur heart never forbids u to do something?”

Friend: “Umm, sometimes therez a inner feeling … a faint voice from within … I hesitate initially … but u know dat it cant last long…. N … n … I have to take a decision”

Me: “Is dat faint voice ur conscience??”

Friend: “Hey … hey … look …. Don’t trynna make me confused…. Though I am confused always ;-) Many a times its difficult to distinguish the inner voices …. U never know what to do .... whom to listen. U know what …there … eid overpowers u. After all humans make mistakes”

Me: “Haaah … dats the most common excuse people give … followed by the commonest word in this world ‘sorry’ ”

Friend: “U don’t say sorry so easily. Dat doesn’t mean dat oders sudnt !! By da way can u distinguish between ur inner voices?”

Me: “Not often”

Friend: “Then how do u decide?? Toss a coin … or what??”

Me: “I have a simple rule …… n I follow dat”

Friend: “N whats dat rule ….. O wise old man ??? ”

Me: “If U have to hide ur deed …. Its wrong !!”

Friend: “He ha ha …. What …. Then u do lots of wrong deed everyday”

Me: “Howzz dat?”

Friend: “Hey … u go to piss out n hide n do it …. U don’t show it oders rite ?? N going by ur rule …Pissing is wrong …. Hah how funny”

Me: “Whats wrong in pissing.. man … u needn’t show it …. But u can freely say that u r goin to piss off … therez nothin to hide in it dear .. so its not wrong”



Friend: “Aah … what about having sex??”
Me: “If u r having it with ur wife ….. people will b happy to know dat u both r havin a good time. Wen u do it with some1 else …. U hide it … don’t u??”

Friend: “Ok … leave the fuckin .. whats wrong in kissing ……. Why u ‘self proclaimed moral police’ object when lovers kiss each odr??”
Me: “Oh … if u wanna kiss some1…… do it openly … celebrities doo it … so does Obama !! If u do it behind bushes or in a lonely bathroom u know that its wrong …… still u hide it under da grab dat ‘its natural for lovers to kiss! C’mmon … come out of the stone age’!!!”

Friend: “Hey …. Hey … U can’t goo to ur mom n say ‘mom I love this guy … n I m gonna kiss him’ ”
Me: “If u cant ….. then wait ….. wait till u can say that!!”

Friend: “U think dats easy ??”
Me: “Ra8 things don’t always come easy !! :-)”

Friend: “Ur rule applies to all cases ??”
Me: “Most .. if not all !! :-)”

Friend: “Then even the national defence programme is wrong … its a secret .. in ur words .. hidden”
Me: “Sure it is …… when it aims to kill people, be it within the nation or in borders. Its wrong to prepare to kill some1 especially using mass destruction systems that cannot distinguish between the guilty n the innocent. Dats why they r hidden …. Even from the people of the nation … whose money is spent on it. But wen it comes to defence …. U needn’t hide it !! U show it off … do parades …. Boast of it …. If u have to b like the militants ….. hide n strike ….. then its wrong … absolutely wrong”

Friend: “Ah … there goes our neta …. Leave it … some odr time … Chay pee …. chay ”

7th Sem

It came ..... N now its gone !! It was the Best semester I ever had ..... Not just Bcoz I will cross 9 pt SGPA this sem, But bcoz I Completed the sylabus n Revised for the 1st time ....since I joined NISER !! There was quite a bit success in my projects ........ N played badminton ....... whenever I could take some time out !! I m more mature now, more equipped, n I understand Situations, People n Myself better Now!:-) This trend will continue ....... I believe ... it surely will !!!!!!!!

A habit that I wish I didn’t have

You may not believe it ..........

But I am a veeeeery angry person....

Always (Read as Mostly) unsatisfied with myself n associates.

I don't spill my anger on friends .....

But my family usually feels the heat ....

I don't like it .. I hav tried to get rid of it ....

But may b honest effort is lacking ...

May b I have taken them for granted ...

Just bcoz ..They are MINE ...Ever ... Forever !!!

The other reason cud b .. dat I dream a lot..

Thats why a close friend rightly reminded me :
"U n ur thots of future! Don't dream too much abt future! It wud b dissapointing if u dont hav dem d way u wishd to!"

These are Golden words to me .... I hav read abt them in Gita!!

But there goes the saying .."Dream Big ...if u wanna achive something big" !!

N here lies me .... CONFUSED !!

To the Limt

For years ... things have been happening ... n I have been a silent learner. A silent listener. A slow doer .... N a bold speaker .... who speaks out everything frankly and clearly.

One thing that I learnt : Its no use being bold; I need to learn to be tactic. Well .. this is a thing U need to learn from gals!! Boyz can never outbeat them in dat !! (This is without any exception).

That makes life tough as .... U cant pause it in the transformation process ... Nor r u allowed to take a looong break!

Sooo I will stretch myself TO THE LIMIT ...

Heeeha .... this has to b a slow n gradual process .... after all .... what really matters is Ur happiness !!

Njoy Ur life ... however it iz ...N if u can't ...then .. .. "Share it with me" !

P.S: Picnic iznt cancelled ..it may still b possible
(After al I hav put in the thing I value most in life : i.e. TIME )

A Perfect Day!!!

Heeeeeeeeeeee Haaa

After working like an ass for two consequtive weeks ............ It was a day off (on the account of a Conference which I didn't attend ...though I was supposed to !!)

I woke up early ... N played Badminton ...Unbelievable!!

N downloaded forms for my Di .... in the meanwhile I submitted an online form for AIPMGEE (MDS entrance exam!!)

Hmmmm ...N I also downloaded lots of reviews on CART sooooooo ... My partner wont be disgusted with me now :-)

I recharged my mob with 299pack dat allows me to talk indefinitely to my RIM mates n for 30 mins daily to other mates (read as friends) !!

Huh ..I went home ..... ate delicious food ... Talked to Di (which rarely happens)

N yes I read a lot on CART .... n prepared slides (though rough one)

N I think we can pre-pone our presentation n give a decent n clear picture of importance n role of CART in our system!

N here I am ......... To start my Labwork again !!! :-)

Njoy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!